heyyy from nz!!! (:

i miss rice!! i was so happy to eat jap food today! finally we get asian food again!! (: i was so happy i ate half a bowl of rice on top of my bowl of noodles! haha, and couldnt walk after that!!haha

its dry and cold here, and everyone is stealing my lip butter, glosses,moisturisers and creams!!! see la, all never bring!!!! haha

other that that, its fun here!! (:

anyway, i love love love the wildflowers here!!! its all sorts of colours! pink, blue, yellow, red, purple!!! so pretty!!!

missing everyone lots!!

lovelove!!! <3

heyy, off to nz early tmr morning. it kinda feels a little like a dream. A levels were here and are gone, and so is our hk trip and class dinner, and soon nz will be over too. ):

time was passing so slowly before As, and now its moving reall quickly, its scary!!!

anyway, i ate guazai today. quite tempted to bring him to see nz too, but nz has strict customs abt bringing agriculture into the country and i bet he'll be confiscated and thrown away!! ): he wasnt very sweet btw. haha

lovelove!!!

ooohhhh my toesy hurts!!! i've got a terrible ingrown nail. it's cos i was late for class dinner yest so i didnt finish cutting it before running out, and of course after walking a whole night in high heels only added to the poor nail being lodged in further!!!
maybe i might beat jess to being the first to die directly of high heeled related causes. haha

anyway, had a really fun class dinner yest whereby i ate a lot a lot!!! to make up for the 70 dollars price!! everyone looked real nice all dressed up and xiuxiu was the prettiest!!! (:



tmr i have lunch with my cell girls!! yay!! (:

lovelove from sher and guazai!

btw, poor guazai is going to be eaten soon. say ur last goodbyes!!!! 0:
maybe i should get a watermelon soft toy in memory of poor ol guazai ):

gua zai says hi!! (:

gua zai means little melon in cantonese and he's my little hk watermelon!!! he's a reallll cutey pie!! (: he's abt the size of... 2 fists! (: so cute huh!!! (: haha, i really like my gua zai!!

we just got back from hk and it was real fun! lots of mad shopping and eating!! xiu xiu was real pro at finding all the nice places to eat, especially those kind of stalls which look a bit dingy! haha, i ate one basket of xiao long baos all by myself!! (: my feet are still numb from walking!! but it was really cool to go to the markets, but i always felt lost, good thing we had dawny who has a magnetic gps system in her brain and can find all the directions in the world and always gets us where we want to go!

oh, and we are so embarassing at the airport! we were late to get on the plane there and ALSO late to get on the plane home. and we had to carry lots of luggage and run through the airport both times! on the way back, we were carrying 21 boxes of eggtarts, chicken pies doughnuts and running!!!goshhhh.... i cant imagine if we missed our flight!! the gate was supposed to close at 7 40pm and we reached at 7 42pm!!! thank goodness they let us in still if not we'll be camping at the airport now! hahah,anyway, luckily we had jess who was an expert at hauling luggages up the bus!! haha no need to worry about unemployment!

and we went to central area, temple street which was a red light district we think! cos we saw a couple of girls in mini skirts and boots loitering around! and we saw fbt man!!! okay, just a guy wearing fbts (do guys even wear fbts? not to mention that its winter and it was a cold windy night!! ) and slippers in the real cold weather while we were bundled up in layers of scarfs and sweaters. and he was approaching guys and asking them stuff. and we really wanted to know what he was doing for a living, so we kinda trailed him around for a while! and jess quickly bent down to tie and untie shoelaces so we could hear! dawny kept imagining that suddenly there would be a spotlight on us and sirens and radars would zoom in and we'd have to run for it, but before we know it, there'd be this little white van that grabs us and kidnaps all of us!! it was kinda funny for us then to do our little snooping and we wanted to ask the nearby dessert uncle if he knew what the guy was doing.

but it was also really sad at the same time...i dont know how to say it, but it just made me really sad to see him having to do that. we didnt get to find out if he was the manager or the callguy, but either way,we decided that he didnt look like a bad guy, and i think he looked kinda tired and maybe a little sad. oh, and he looked cold too.its sad right. as dawny pointed out, he only could buy a yakult cos it was the cheapest drink! and he didnt get any business the whole time we were there (but i actually think that's a really good thing). sigh. we should have bought egg tarts for him and the girls or something...

):


anyway it is a coincidence that my latest issue of impact magazine was talking about streetreach, an nz christian organisation that focuses on reaching streetwalkers. one of their events is to hold a special night for these ladies and pamper them with facials, gifts, manicures, refreshments, basically things that girls like la, just to let them know they are valued and loved for something more.



man, i wish i could do an internship with streetreach!!!!!!


anyway, just a side thought, do you think it's possible for a person to die from feeling unloved all the time?
):


okay okay, gua zai my little melon says that he loves you all and goodnighty!! hahaha, he's the cutest little melon in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD! :D

dinner with the class tmr!! EXCITING!!!

yay As are over!! (: finally!! haha, it feels great!! (:

i've got such a nice long long long holiday to look forward to until school starts realll late next year!! haha (: (: (: haha, this is wonderful!! the only thing that will be sad is that i wont be able to see most of my classmates for a long long time too!! ):


hahhaa, okay, actually the point of this post is just so that the lousy whiny post about my hair wont be at the top of the page! okay, i'll not complain anymore! just wait for it to grow out slowly- 6 months!!!



love love everyone!!!!!

sigh.this is one of the worst things i've ever done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



what did i do???




i got a perm!!!!


and it looks terrible. kinda looks like something exploded!


oh gosh...what am i going to do!!!!

i've destroyed my poor hair!!!!!!


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i finally got my eyebrows shaped today!!! it HURT!!! even though alvin and the chipmunks's christmas song was playing in the background, i was not relaxing, and i was tearing. haha thank goodness it was only abt 15 mins? i dunno, and the lady was nice. (:

anyway, A's are almost over!! gosh.. i can't wait... hurry up and be over!! i want to play already! haha

and i'm scared for my interview tmr!!! haha, i practised shaking hands with jess buddy to give a 'firm handshake' tmr! haha,and i cut all my long nails off ): so that i won't poke the interviewer! haha, well, i hope i don't say dumb things.

and i kinda like those times i spent with my mum, while studying for A levels. cos it would be just me and her alone the whole day and its kinda nice to spend time with her too (:

and i like how she will always pray, not that i will be successful or find all the papers easy and stuff, but that whatever happens with my applications, papers etc, that His grace will be enough for me. I really like that (:

through all these worrying about my applications to uk, i'm learning trust all over again!!! it's not easy at all! i kept checking my email, ucas track and even reading lots of forums to see who got offers from where!! and i kept worrying about this and that esp how to grow my money tree to pay for it!! but God has been really nice to me anyway. (:

lovelove!!

This is real long overdue! it was so touching, i wanted to cry!

A young girl still dwells
by a woman who died in the old folks ward of Ashludie Hospital near Dundee, England


what do you see, nurse, what do you see?
What are you thinking when you look at me-
A crabbed old woman. not very wise
Uncertain of habit with faraway eyes?
Who dribbles her food and makes no reply
When you say im a loud voice, "I do wish you'd try"
Who resisting or not, lets you do as you will
with bathing and feeding, the long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking, is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse, you're looking at me
I'll tell you who I am as I sit here so still
As I move at your bidding, eat as your will...

I'm a small child of ten with a father and mother,
brothers and sisters who love one another
A bride at twenty, my heart gives a leap
Remembering the vows that I promised to keep
A woman of thirty, my young now grow fast
Bound together with ties that should last
At forty, my young sons have grown up and gone,
But my man is beside me to see that I don't mourn
At fifty, once more babies play round my knee,
Again, we know children, my loved ones and me.
Dark days are upon me; my husband is dead.
I look at the future, and shudder with dread
I'm an old woman now, and nature is cruel
Tis her jest to make old age look like a fool
But inside this old carcass a young girl still dwells
And now again, my embittered heart swells
I think of the years, all too few, gone so fast
And I accept the stark fact that nothing can last

So open your eyes, nurse, open and see
Not a crabbed old woman,
Look closer- see me!

something nice i read from my qt today! i really love that book, there're so many nice sayings, stories and meaningful passages (:

What the world needs
by Josiah Gilbert Holland

The world needs young men and women who cannot be bought; whose word is their bond; who put their character above wealth, who possess opinions and a will; who are larger than their vocation; who do not hesitate to take chances.

The world needs young men and women who will not lose their individuality in a crowd; who will be as honest in small things as in great things; who will make no compromise with wrong; whose ambitions are not confined to their own selfish desires.

The world needs young men and women who will not say they do it because everybody else does it; who are true to their friends through good report and evil report; in adversity as well as prosperity; who do not believe that shrewdness, cunning, and hard headedness are the best qualities for winning, who are not ashamed to stand for the truth when it is unpopular.

The world needs young men and women who say no with emphasis, though the rest of the world says yes.


When i read this, i thought of jess buddy!! (:
had a real nice time praying with my buddy for every person in class, plus some teachers and other friends. (: it was realll nice... (: finally we managed to get down to praying for everyone!

and today we were totally nuts at math tuition! we tried to convince brandon that we were going to fight the crocodiles, gorillas and dust bunnies in his house, and we went exploring their basement and shouting down the stairs. hahaha, so funny, and we practised all our tarbet cheers in the living room while waiting for them since both of them were MTians (: haha, so funny! and we ran around until we were so hot by the time they were ready for tuition. hahaha



anyway, some other nice quotes again from my great qt book! such nice stuff should be shared!! (: haha



When God measures a man, He puts the tape around the heart, not around the head
-Author unknown

Good character is more to be praisd than outstanding talent. Most talents are, to some extent, a gift. Good character, by contrast, is not given to us. We have to build it, piece by piece- by thought, by choice, courage and determination.
- H. Jackson Browne

Talents are best nurtured in solitude; character is best formed in the stormy billows of the world.
- Johann Wolfgang von Geothe





Dear God,

teach me to love like You do, and make my heart bigger! so i can fit more people inside. I pray that I will use what i have and who i am to bless those around me, not be discouraged by what I cannot achieve, but rather, to look even more to You. Let nothing drive me away from You, but always draw me closer to You.

Amen


love love!

Last day of school! ):

went to sumo house with jess xiu and dawn today after tuition! (:
and.. i got free SPRING ROLLS again! hahaha hooray,it's real yummy and I ate 5 out of 8 of them! oops!!! and jess and xiu played chopsticks with real chopsticks which was real funny, cos we ran out of chopsticks and used spoons!

and then we trawled big bookshop, buying jess's chops and looking at cool stationary! and xiu and i found a palmistry book and were reading hands. hahha, it's quite cool! anyway, our palms read that everyone's going to be married with kids except me!!! and i'm not even going to have a serious r/ship!! oh no!!! hahaha, i better read up more on the care of cats since they'll be my lifelong buddies soon. hahahaha (: it was real fun anyway!



anywayy... have been taking long walks down memory lane, and reading lots and lots of diary entries that i havent wanted to read for a long long time.

ah well...


lovelove!

Since I already typed the whole thing out for my dear cell girls, i might as well paste it here too!

Here’s a story about 2 artists who were supposed to paint a picture signifying their individual concepts of peace.


The first artist pulled on his boots and hiked into the Rockies outside Winter Park, Colorado. Several miles beyond the nearest ski lift, he erected his easel besides a secluded lake known only to locals. Poised in this Hallmark-card perfect setting, he filled his canvas with the lacelike haze of early morning as it dissolved before the first golden rays of daylight. The brilliant greens of the towering pines were so vivid in the painting that the artist’s oils seemed to smell of the forest. An eagle floated lazily across the sky, its image reflected in the mirror of the lake’s still surface. It was the kind of picture you’d expect to see on a greeting card, or on the cover of your magazine.


The second artist applied for press credentials, hopped on a red eyed flight for the war torn Middle East, and set up his easel near the gutted building that served as headquarters of the terrorist Palestine Liberation Organisation. Shielded by a heap of bricks and twisted girders, the artist filled his canvas with a fiery maelstrom as violent as that which fell from the bombers overhead. Rockets cut a swath of destruction across the painting- so lifelike that the explosion and screams seemed to roar with each stroke of his brush. But then, there, just outside the ruins, in the crook of a little bent tree was a bird resting atop a nest of eggs. Seemingly insulated from the chaos all about, it sat with its tiny head tucked serenely beneath its wing.

Which artist captured the concept of genuine peace?



so nice right?? (:




anyway, I am really really really gonna miss my class..... ):


haha and today's lunch at swensons with dawn prawn was real funny! we ordered a monstrous cup of strawberry sherbert with poached/stewed/pureed strawberries so that we could get a discount but then we wouldnt eat it! haha, we had to toss coins to make each other eat! of course i kept winning! i got the lucky side! hahah (: and dawn's ice cream was WEIRD!!! it tasted like fish soup when combined with my banana split!! hahahah


love love!!

prelims are over!! (: haha, and i'm back from working at F1!!!

it was pretty fun overall i guess, running around with dawn, xiu and tat and selling those programmes and shouting and shouting!! the most exciting part was the backstreet boys concert!! xiu and i were so excited, hahaha! the cars were so noisy though, even the earplugs didnt block out the noise! oh, it was quite fun to collect money too(:

and yest night, dawn xiu tat alaric, daryl and i went to get macs and beer after getting our pay! beer is bitter and not nice!!! our chicken nuggets were nicer!! dawn xiu and i gave most of our beer to alaric and tat, haha (: and we got home at 3am!!! my poor mum has had to wait up for me these few days!!!

had a nice long chat with jess buddy just now! haha, it was real funny, at some points we were laughing till we couldnt talk properly. haha, i thank God always for jess buddy!! (:


love love!!!

alrights! I am going to try again! I won't give up!!!

for the past months, i have been real frustrated with my cell, because its very difficult to connect with them, and also, the cell kit is really theological and difficult this year and they dont really understand whatever i am teaching...

BUT!!!

i am going to try again! currently adapting some new lessons from my QT book, which are hopefully more applicable and youth oriented!!!


well, like everyone else, been stressing abt uni apps. but i had this real nice QT a few days back, just talking to God about it all, and I felt then that everything was going to be alright. that even if I can't get into my dream school, i'll still be where God wants me to be. after all, I want God's best for me! (: and if I think about it now, I know that while i will still be sad if I don't get to go overseas,I will be at peace with it. so yep yep, I felt a lot better after praying, and i felt so loved by my father in heaven!!!


and i was reaalll encouraged by jess's bookmark today! thanks buddy!

I need to shop for a new diary! (: my pretty disney princess one has about 6 pages left (:

been doing strange things instead of studying these few days. I went to re read some old letters, and it was pretty nice, there were many sweet letters, some that were a bit sad and stuff, but it was still quite nice to remember things.

my sis and i shared a bird's nest mask today (: and it was real fun, and it smelt really nice! it helped to take away some of the headache from physics tuition! haha

and had a real nice and loooonngg talk with xiu and dawn prawn a few days back! haha, it was so nice! (: we talked abt a lot of things, and i can't remember it all! but it was great!


and get well soon linh-a-linh!!! we love you!!!

today was a real fun day!

went out with xiu jess dawn linh for breakfast!!! nuts right! so early! we went to this toa payoh hawker centre to eat kway chap! hahah, linh and xiu loved eating the gross intestines!!! hahahah
then we went to sch and studied for a while before going to clementi to make jess's new specs, and we took super super long to decide the colour while i was fainting from hunger. but it's good that jess is replacing her 'harry potter specs' - cos they're held together with scotch tape and are round too!

hahahhah, but lunch was real yummy, and we did so many dumb things!! we ate at a jap place, and suddenly we were talking abt how we have really bad hearing, cos we're always hearing each other wrongly, so we decided to play broken telephone. it was so funny!! we laughed and laughed and laughed!

we ended up with crazy messages like

'in hawaii, speak parrot'

' the chipmunk jumped into the treehole'

' too much math and monkeys'

' wear katsudon, eat flippers and wrestle with a carrot'

when the original messages were totally diff but i can't even remember what the real message was, cos we were just laughing our heads off, and dawn almost choked!

and anyway, i was so unlucky to always be in the wrong place at the wrong time, and i got pinched by linh 4 times!!! hahahha



and then i went to meet nicole! which was real nice too (: love her to bits! (:

hahah, i have been told endlessly that my blog is spectacularly dead. so i shall do a summary! which i must be really good at since i scored 8 marks for it! (:

anyway, i really like my new quiet time book. (:

nice quotes:

- The angel fetched Peter out of prison, but it was prayer that fetched the angel (Thomas Watson)

haha, this one sounds so cute (: but true

- There is nothing that makes us love a person as much as praying for him (William Law)

yes yes yes!!! oh gosh, praying for someone warms the person to my heart, i dunno why, it just does, when u see that God loves them that much!!!



anyway, class has been fun, doing dumb things like starting a war with dawn prawn (that was really fun!) and going to eat at the jap marche with the girls! (: haha we were so embarassing when we tried to fetch the balloon out of the fountain. hahaha


real nice prayer time with jess buddy when we prayed for NO ONE ELSE concert, and our class (:

hmm... what else... oh umm, i am seriously lousy at HHK dance school. hahahah, all the stuff they do involve pirouetting and jumping here and there, and lifted legs. and it's SO tiring. i'm tired by the 3rd barre exercise, which is quite amazing. haha


CTs were a big disaster, hahaha, i felt pretty bad, cos the teachers are real nice, especially Ms Ng, haha my favourite teacher (: oh wells, i guess i better start sticking to out Fabulously Intensive Plan!!!

my cell is really quite different from RIP, and i still miss my RIP girls sometimes, haha, i don't think i will be continuing cell ministry after this year, even if i stay in singapore. hahah, quite difficult being in G2 ministry, but i'm getting used to it (: and i must say that i have a great co-cm!!! (: haha



i'm really really excited about a lot of things, especially NO ONE ELSE!!!!







You say "Nobody really loves me" God says "I love You"

For God so loved the world that he gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.
-John 3:16



God's cool!!!!

okay, this blog is so dead that it's embarassing. haha

but not much's been happening, the most exciting thing to me is that i'm aching from dance! from my arms to my legs!

hmmm... yeaa

nights!!

love,
sher

syf is over! and dance night will be too in abt 3 weeks when jess turns 15++++++++++++ hahahaha

3 weeks of non stop pracs everyday till late at night and now that it has stopped for 2 days, it actually feels weird. haha, will miss c dance, though its also time to study!

havent't seen my cell girls for a while, and have put aside all my ministry this whole time. sigh, picking it up again slowly, feel quite bad abt constantly missing leaders meetings and stuff, sigh. missing the combined leaders meeting again.


go sher!!!

guess what!

my grandpa couldn't recognise me! We went off to church to pick my grandpa and grandma up from their service, and my family scuttled off, leaving me in the car by myself! and when my grandpa came out, i asked him to sit in the car, but he looked at me and said 'who are you?' goodness!!!! it was so funny, haha, he said it was cos i tied up hair up in a ponytail (came from dance)

oh, and i had a nice birthday. (: i was woken up by jess calling me on the handphone, then hearing her asking linh if she should tell me tt they're downstairs!!! I bathed in record time and was real surprised with a big chipmunk blanket and a lot of other cool stuff!

and later on, my cell surprised me again by turning up at my doorstep with a cake! oh my! Under normal circumstances, i should be in serious shock from being surprised twice in a day and running around in circles! but thanks friends, love love!

oh! and met with nicole to chit chat a bit today, love her lots!

haha just something random.

my dad bought this little green moss ball and put it in his fishtank, we were all so puzzled because it seems to serve no purpose except to sit there. and we asked him why he bought it, and he gave this little shrug and went 'cute what.' hahaha, my dad is real funny (like dawn's grandma is real cute) hahaha


and cts are over!!! (:

Sher is done with 2.4 for the rest of her life!!! yay!!!! (: (: (:

i never ever have to run again! hooray!!

finally! i can't believe it! haha, i feel so liberated!

and A level results were out today, i felt so nervous just collecting chinese results, just imagine the poor j3s who would be so stressed! ahh! and that would be us next year ): chinese results weren't quite what i'd hoped, but still alright anyway (: thank God for that! (:



love love!

i realised that 2.4 run is next week! finally, the last time that i have to run! JUST ONE MORE TIME! i must learn from Linh and do self encouragement. Go Sher!!!


yay! meeting nicole tmr! the first formal session with her! I'm really excited for her and what God is going to do in her life! (: and when i met with xinying on tues, I was so amazed at how much she's grown, it's so cool, even though she's not allowed to go to church and stuff, but she's more regular with her qt than most of my cell girls, and she writes so much notes abt what she's learnt in qt. (: it's just really really great and amazing, and it was so encouraging to me too, after spending a while feeling so sad abt my cell which is so unresponsive and uncommitted. haha, there are so many of my cell girls who're not coming or irregular and my co-cm and i have to keep contacting them. sigh. well, learn to love them like Jesus does!


i kinda miss being J1, but J2's alright too i suppose. haha, feels like a lot of things have changed?

i realise that we haven't had sort of like a peer cell group for a long while, i miss that kind of encouraging sharing. I miss Susanna and her always heartwarming sharings!!!

I'm alive from 2.4! (: I spent my time singing 'if I were a butterfly' in my head and thinking of excuses to get out of running again. haha, one more run to go and I wont ever have to run again!!

and dance camp is over! good thing tt it was really slack! haha, but i got bored when they kept taking pictures! well well, now tt i dont think i'm doing syf, i think i'll have more time for the people I love!! (: which is actually a really good thing! (:

was also very blessed by jeanie during service when she prayed for me during worship and revealed a vision (: i really needed tt. i'm also very excited abt walking with nicole! (: ah! i dont think i'm making a lot of sense but nevermind, just know tt God is cool, and He never leaves me alone when i need Him!

dance camp tmr and 2.4 trial run tmr

it is going to be the worst day ever! Ahhh!


sigh, i do not like running. I really do not like running one little bit!



and anyway, syf is becoming like a disaster for me, and i'm currently sitting out for a good half a dance, BUT i shall not just sit out and be a grouch and think abt the same kind of gym/cheer feelings and feel sorry for myself. i shall take that time while they're practising parts tt i'm not dancing to talk to my Father in heaven! (: I will learn to be secure in His love! whether i dance half a dance, or maybe not get to dance at all, it is well with my soul, because the world can't take away His love (:

and also, God's been really cool in my qt (: boring chapters in the bible finally have some meaning, and above all, I learnt that God is love! (: like what linh carries around on her file. haha. its too hard to type out all the stuff, ask me if u want to know! (:



and although i'm only camping in the dance studio for one night, it seems like FOREVER to me! ): ahh, sher does not like camping either! haha, well, will be fun i hope! (: good thing that there's shiao to accompany me too! (:


love love!

oh! and 1 more hour till it's jess's cool brother's birthday! (:

i want a brother too!!!!!!!!

take 5 today followed by physics tuition. haha, shiao and I were so sleepy during tuition and our brains were fried! but I think we learnt stuff la! haha, good start!

i am too physically active nowadays, it's just not right. haha, i feel like i'm running and dancing more than i should!!!! haha, sher is not made for exercise! (: haha, so lousy, aching everyday.

anyway, my g2 cell kids are quite cute, in a way i didnt expect. they're really open. i've hardly cm-ed them for a month, but a few of them smsed to ask me questions, or what to do, or their worries and concerns abt ministry stuff. and i'm surprised, pleasantly so. haha, i think i expected them to be like my RIP girls and find it difficult to share, especially with a CM so new to their cell. and i was really worried abt stepping into mel's footsteps a second time and worried abt whether the girls would respond well to me, but mel encouraged me with this during christmas (i can't remember if i've typed it, but i'll type again!) :

'Don't worry abt stepping into my footsteps, because I go barefoot and step onto the feet of our Father in heaven and let Him lead me in this waltz for two'

I'm really touched by that, and i'm glad she re-adjusted my focus off myself and put it on heaven (: it's been helping me in my G2 ministry (:



and exciting things are happening! God's real cool! (:

hahah, my dad just told me abt his super funny dream!!!

He was in the lift with a few kids, and suddenly a HUGE giant flying cockroach flew out, and my dad tried to be the hero by squishing it against the wall! haha, but he dropped it and it fell into his shirt!! and he spent the rest of the dream trying to catch the cockroach, but he only got the head out.

YUCKY YUCKY YUCKY!!!! haha,if i dreamt tt, I wouldnt ever dare to sleep again!!! hahaha so funny (:

what a boring chinese new year!!!

haha, linh and andrew are not in singapore, and jess is busy visiting relative, so i amused myself by packing my drawer, and I found a treasure hoard of things at the bottom of my drawer, which include:

- seashells
- lots and lots of sweet letters
- my UK wallet
- the thread i used to sew pointe shoes with
- disney princess pencils
- disney princess stickers!
- a fan for dancing
- a thermometer
- 2 tupperware boxes
- 5 bottles of nail polish
- chinese ink

but surprisingly, no ants/beetles/cobwebs/things that make me scream (:

haha so I spent the whole afternoon re-reading letters and diaries, and putting them away into a safer place (where they won't be read by my parents!!) haha (:

and I want to watch disney princess on ice- princess wishes!!!! (: esp since there's sleeping beauty, which is my favourite princess! its gonna be here 13-17 march and $20! wow wow wow! I am so excited! oh and I have a pink phone now! I think i'm getting pinkier, must be pinky linh's influence. haha

had cell with jeanie sitting in last week! Getting used to g2 i guess, slowly la. at least i don't feel so lost now, and can recognise a few people, much thanks to my co-cm who always goes out of her way to make me feel included, and sits with me during service though she has her own group of friends.(:

and I don't want to dance anymore!! ): dance is getting to stressful and I have to drag myself for prac. haha, well at least my leg's healing nicely (: cept when i split for a tad too long and it hurts again (:

had my first home cell! there were some awkward pauses between the girls, and they were quite quiet, but its cool, we're the first G2 cell to move out of church (: hooray!

but I was so tired during service and I seriously felt like sleeping, even though pastor ronald is really interesting, and loud too! haha, but I was tired from dance, and aching all over. haha, sat aft is not a good time for service!!!


love love!

Remember who you are, a soldier for Christ!

This is a song from spirit, abt a horse, but i thought it was really cool that it actually has christian undertones if u read the lyrics carefully (:

Sound the bugle now
Sound the bugle now - play it just for me
As the seasons change - remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on - I can't even start
I've got nothing left - just an empty heart

I'm a soldier - wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me - lead me away...
Or leave me lying here

Sound the bugle now - tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know - that leads to anywhere
Without a light feat that I will - stumble in the dark
Lay right down - decide not to go on

Then from on hight - somewhere in the distance
There's a voice that calls - remember who your are
If you lose yourself - your courage soon will follow

So be strong tonight - remember who you are
Ya you're a soldier now - fighting in abattle
To be free once more -Ya that's worth fighting for


We are soldiers of God and God is our strength and courage. (: such a meaningful song. was feeling a bit sad recently, so this was an uplifting song to me. (:

was planning the chinese new year G2 party games, ah! my co emcee cannot come on the day itself, oh man!

whoa it's 2009 already!!! too fast! we're going to be 18! which is a scarily old age!!!

anyway... I found out that someone read my diary!!! ahhh, i felt so uneasy, and i was fuming, but then, it's okay, I forgive!!! i better keep it in a safer place now though.


anyway, i have one thing to ask my mentor abt! and i keep thinking and thinking abt it, but i can't decide!!! I need to ask someone!!!


next year is going to be exciting, and scary too! but i have God with me all the way!

oh! I had my first G2 cell, there're very different from my G1 girls, but it's cool (: anyway, there was one day where I was complaining to God, and being sad that I have to move by myself. but I think it might be good anyway to feel uncertain abt this new ministry, cos it makes me rely more on God's strength rather than on my own when everything is new and I don't know what to expect or how the girls are like. yep yep, so I shall learn to give thanks in all things. (:

bye!!