Thursday, December 30, 2010

i think im having some dance withdrawal symptoms. so i shall do a very long post on dance.

The next time you look into the mirror, just look at the way the ears rest next to the head; look at the way the hairline grows; think of all the little bones in your wrist. It is a miracle. And the dance is a celebration of that miracle. -Martha Graham


and I shall keep track of the styles i've done:


ballet
i think ballet forms the basis of my dance style since it's the genre i've danced the longest, i like to think of it as my backbone in technical training. most of the time, instructors can tell that i've ballet training just by watching me do my warmups, and they'll come and ask me. sometimes it's good because ballet give u very good fundamental training that's useful in any other form of dance, sometimes it's bad, cos ballet is also very rigid and the techniques are quite expressionless.

"I don't want people who want to dance; I want people who have to dance"-George Balanchine




chinese dance
when i first started this, i kept getting scolded like mad by the choreographer because chinese dance is super fluid and expressive and there's a high importance on flexibility. i think of it as a more expressive form of ballet and it's more fun because it's prettier and less empty i think. (:

"Technical perfection is insufficient. It is an orphan without the true soul of a dancer." -Sylvie Guillium



contemporary
i think this is tough cos it's like fusion, i only do this on and off for productions, so im not very good at it. it's never really a happy dance, always quite emo or angsty or angry, and i always think that's hilarious, and i keep laughing, which is a bad thing. it's good training cos it's very very fast and involves a lot of turning around and jumping up and down,but it involves a lot of bruising too ): ugly knees.

"Those who dance are considered insane by those who can’t hear the music."-George Carlin




social and ballroom
the latest thing i'm trying to learn, it's my first time dancing partner work, so sometimes it's hard to coordinate, and i have problems reacting to a guy's leading sometimes, he'll tell me that i'm doing my steps on my own, instead of responding to his movements. ): i guess there's still a lot i have to learn. but it's really fun too, and partnerwork has benefits that i get to try lifts and stunts that i don't get to do so much when i dance by myself. (: anyway, there're 5 dances in latin: chacha, rumba, jive, samba and paso doble. five dances in standard: foxtrot, waltz, Viennese waltz, tango, quickstep. then there's social dances that i want to learn like the salsa, merengue, bachata etc. currently i'm only doing latin, and a bit of salsa, so learning the rest will take many many many years !!! im excited!

Someone once said that dancers work just as hard as policemen, always alert, always tense, but see, policemen don't have to be beautiful at the same time. -George Balanchine


2010 marks the 11th year of my love affair with dance, and i hope there'll be manymanymany more to come! (:


I’m very excited about dance and love it with a deep passion. I also struggle, tire and become discouraged. But what has always revived me...has been the rebirth of energy each time the creative process is awakened and artistic activity begins to unfold even in some infinitesimal measure.
-Ann Halprin*



lovelove!
real awesome song from dance that's now stuck in my head

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon
oh well dance camp is over, it was real fun, and i really enjoy being with the team, and training together and dancing and doing nonsense. but now it's time to start preparing for concerts and competitions again, haha no more doing different choreos for the fun of it, haha, it'll be more serious, and maybe competitive too ):

and i hope no one gets injured!! (:

im real sleepy, im woozy.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

ooh, i spun the wheel of excitement again, and the first thing that happened was that i gave sherlinhhhh chickaroo again!!! hahah, oh no!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

i am really very very grateful to God for many many things!



1. for the nose on my face

okay, i was very upset over a new zit that came out recently, and i've been obsessing over how un-sharp my nose is and all that insecurity stuff. but then, i saw the time magazine article about a woman who got her nose and ears cut off. and i suddenly realised that perspective is everything. what is a little zit compared to having no nose? ): and i felt really guilty about being so discontented. ):

sorry God. i'm grateful i have a nose, and live in a country where they won't cut it off.

2. for a realllll nice latin dance partner

okay, my partner is really an awesome guy, i always take way longer to remember my steps, and seriously, thank God he's so patient and nice about everything, and doesn't get huffy and mad, because that would make me 10 times more stressed than i already get when i can't remember my steps. haha, and he'll kinda cue me in to what i'm supposed to be doing, and direct me to my position, so it doesn't look as if i'm that lost. (:

anyway, we're dancing paso doble together for the competition, i think it will be fun! (:

oh, and i don't know why, but perhaps its the culture of latin dancing that guys have to be very gentlemanly. they are the ones to invite the girls to be their partners, and at the end, they'll say thank you. and it's all very nice (: I like it very much.


3. i found the perfect red outfit!


went with jess to buy a beautiful velvet red dress, and i've paired it with golden hoops, golden chain belt and golden heels, and i really love the royal effect! i've been thinking about making this outfit come true for a long while, and now it has!!!! (: at low budget too (:

4. those functions my dad gets invited to

I love love love love love going to these formal functions that my dad goes to, and i go too on my mom's behalf. haha, i love having an occasion to dress up for, i love all the refined food they serve at these events and i love going to posh places. and together, they create such a surreal, magical feel, like everything else fades away for a little while. i was even awestruck by how pretty the restrooms were, and how they provided scented body lotion in there, and nail filers and all the nice stuff!


ok that was a long entry, but wow, i have many things to thank God for!!! it's almost Christmas, and it's His birthday, yet, He's giving me presents instead!!!!



lovelove

Monday, December 20, 2010

To those who have had no agony Jesus says, “I have nothing for you; stand on your own feet, square your own shoulders. I have come for the man who knows he has a bigger handful than he can cope with, who knows there are forces he cannot touch; I will do everything for him if he will let Me. Only let a man grant he needs it, and I will do it for him.”

-The Shadow of an Agony

Saturday, December 18, 2010

we went to walk along the railway lines today!!! (: it was surprisingly great fun (:










the rest of the pics are up on facebook! (:

Friday, December 10, 2010

it's been a nice holiday! i just spent like 3 hours playing with my dolls with my sister. hahahah, we took out all the dresses, and horses and carriages. aiyo, im not 9 or 10 anymore leh, i'm 9 PLUS 10 now ): hahah


i don't want the holidays to pass so quickly, the weather is great now, not too hot, not too cold (: i can wake up all snuggled in blankeys and not be sweating like crazy and be so sticky

ok i got distracted playing neopets ! im a neopets MILLIONAIRE!!!!!!! yay!!!