i realised that 2.4 run is next week! finally, the last time that i have to run! JUST ONE MORE TIME! i must learn from Linh and do self encouragement. Go Sher!!!


yay! meeting nicole tmr! the first formal session with her! I'm really excited for her and what God is going to do in her life! (: and when i met with xinying on tues, I was so amazed at how much she's grown, it's so cool, even though she's not allowed to go to church and stuff, but she's more regular with her qt than most of my cell girls, and she writes so much notes abt what she's learnt in qt. (: it's just really really great and amazing, and it was so encouraging to me too, after spending a while feeling so sad abt my cell which is so unresponsive and uncommitted. haha, there are so many of my cell girls who're not coming or irregular and my co-cm and i have to keep contacting them. sigh. well, learn to love them like Jesus does!


i kinda miss being J1, but J2's alright too i suppose. haha, feels like a lot of things have changed?

i realise that we haven't had sort of like a peer cell group for a long while, i miss that kind of encouraging sharing. I miss Susanna and her always heartwarming sharings!!!

I'm alive from 2.4! (: I spent my time singing 'if I were a butterfly' in my head and thinking of excuses to get out of running again. haha, one more run to go and I wont ever have to run again!!

and dance camp is over! good thing tt it was really slack! haha, but i got bored when they kept taking pictures! well well, now tt i dont think i'm doing syf, i think i'll have more time for the people I love!! (: which is actually a really good thing! (:

was also very blessed by jeanie during service when she prayed for me during worship and revealed a vision (: i really needed tt. i'm also very excited abt walking with nicole! (: ah! i dont think i'm making a lot of sense but nevermind, just know tt God is cool, and He never leaves me alone when i need Him!

dance camp tmr and 2.4 trial run tmr

it is going to be the worst day ever! Ahhh!


sigh, i do not like running. I really do not like running one little bit!



and anyway, syf is becoming like a disaster for me, and i'm currently sitting out for a good half a dance, BUT i shall not just sit out and be a grouch and think abt the same kind of gym/cheer feelings and feel sorry for myself. i shall take that time while they're practising parts tt i'm not dancing to talk to my Father in heaven! (: I will learn to be secure in His love! whether i dance half a dance, or maybe not get to dance at all, it is well with my soul, because the world can't take away His love (:

and also, God's been really cool in my qt (: boring chapters in the bible finally have some meaning, and above all, I learnt that God is love! (: like what linh carries around on her file. haha. its too hard to type out all the stuff, ask me if u want to know! (:



and although i'm only camping in the dance studio for one night, it seems like FOREVER to me! ): ahh, sher does not like camping either! haha, well, will be fun i hope! (: good thing that there's shiao to accompany me too! (:


love love!

oh! and 1 more hour till it's jess's cool brother's birthday! (:

i want a brother too!!!!!!!!

take 5 today followed by physics tuition. haha, shiao and I were so sleepy during tuition and our brains were fried! but I think we learnt stuff la! haha, good start!

i am too physically active nowadays, it's just not right. haha, i feel like i'm running and dancing more than i should!!!! haha, sher is not made for exercise! (: haha, so lousy, aching everyday.

anyway, my g2 cell kids are quite cute, in a way i didnt expect. they're really open. i've hardly cm-ed them for a month, but a few of them smsed to ask me questions, or what to do, or their worries and concerns abt ministry stuff. and i'm surprised, pleasantly so. haha, i think i expected them to be like my RIP girls and find it difficult to share, especially with a CM so new to their cell. and i was really worried abt stepping into mel's footsteps a second time and worried abt whether the girls would respond well to me, but mel encouraged me with this during christmas (i can't remember if i've typed it, but i'll type again!) :

'Don't worry abt stepping into my footsteps, because I go barefoot and step onto the feet of our Father in heaven and let Him lead me in this waltz for two'

I'm really touched by that, and i'm glad she re-adjusted my focus off myself and put it on heaven (: it's been helping me in my G2 ministry (:



and exciting things are happening! God's real cool! (: