once again, my partner demonstrated amazing patience with me today.

i feel so bad.

it was already 11.30pm, we had finished training, and were at self prac and i was highly grouchy.
I had just learnt the cha cha routine, and i was so confused over the steps, and i was just getting very stressed, cos we have checking lesson on saturday morning. and i was just so upset with myself for not remembering the steps. ):

and i kept snapping at him, and looking annoyed, and accusing him of doing wrong steps. but oh no, he didn't get angry or grouchy back at me, he just was so patient, and tried to re teach me the steps, and go slowly.

SIGH. he's so nice. i feel so bad. i think im going to text him to apologise.

anyway, this sat, we have a crazy training schedule

9.30-10.30am: modify chacha choreo and fix the steps
10.30-11.30: learn second half of samba routine
11.30-12.30: check and clean up jive and rumba routine
12.30 onwards: self prac
6.30-7.30: rumba tech class
after 7.30pm: self prac


im getting stressed over the comp routines.
5 dances, and i have to keep switching style, and we have to train for the performance next tues too!!!


and i re quit chinese dance. i actually agreed to perform again, but i think i really cannot do it. i still have to do dance uncensored for eusoff hall. i really think i will burn out if i do chinese dance also. haha...

let's not do many things at once, let's just focus on latin, and do a bit of contemp on the side. i don't want to break something or fall sick!!!