just got back from paso performance! (:

it's 1 30 am and i have church tmr!!!! ahhhh. super tired. ):

but i must go to church. i think it's not a very valid reason if i miss church cos im tired from dance. cos im quite sure that if i were tired from church, i'd still go for dance. hahah.

haha, and God is more important right?

that's not to say i don't have a giant lazy worm in me telling me to sleep in!!! sigh. i really want to sleep in till afternoon!!!!

there was one week i subconsciously switched off the alarm, and didnt wake till 8 30. and i panicked. hahah, but luckily i made it for CC anyway. haha

anyway paso performance was okay. i really dislike stage makeup. it's crazily thick, and gross, and i feel like i have no inch of skin left to put anything else. i love normal make up, just to cover basic flaws, and highlight brows and maybe some liner. but with stage make up, i can hardly see a thing. and that's a good thing. cos i look VERY SCARY. hahah.

but oh well, it's a must under harsh stage lightings ):

and i feel like my skin is dying from it. my poor skin. ): but i don't have time to go for a facial! ): i think i'm getting a lot of small bumps, and scars. it's terrible. im very upset.


and there were a lot of very pro dancers at SMU. a lot of them are competitors too, and are in the novice or pre am category, so they're real pro!!! kinda depressing. haha, but kinda inspiring too i guess.


did i talk about rumba performance yesterday? i think it was a good rumba! (:


i love rumba!!! <3 <3 <3 (:

i have a mountain of homework and research to do!!! and a very heavy dance load too!!!

oh, we learnt a jive routine today for competition!!!

so many things to remember!!!

OH NO!!!! shall sleep now so i can wake up early!!! lovelove