i've been so hardworking, i worked the whole of yesterday right after exams and this whole day too.

i think i got a neck cramp btw.

I accomplished:

-packing all my clothes and hangers in luggages, and all my books too (NO EASY FEAT OKAY!)

after packing about half, i was so tired i fell asleep on the bed for about 15 minutes while folding clothes



- i submitted an application to global engagement summit!!!

okay, actually i dont really think i will get to go, but i'm just this super compulsive person, and if i think i wanna do it, even if i think it's probably not a good idea, i will STILL DO IT.

i have proven this nature to myself over n over n over n over againnnn.

the summit is held a week before the final exams of next sem. hahaha, and its not even in singapore.

but i just HAD to submit a proposal, else i'd be really uncomfortable, and i keep looking at the application form. hahaha. ive been looking at it for days, and thinking about it, even before exams ended.


but its such a cool conference okay!!!
they're asking for project ideas for change in society!

i love stuff to do with social entrepreneurship!!

so i submitted a a proposal titled: combating negative inner city youth culture with positive culture


the main idea is that planning organizations usually use technical tools such as law, enforcement etc to deal with negative youth gang, drug or sex culture.

but i think that's the wrong approach!! so i said that we should use positive culture as the medicine for negative culture. and of course i elaborated a lot, using ballroom culture as my example :D

okay, i wrote that all here, because i really dont think im actually going!!

besides the fact that it's super competitive and they're only accepting 15-20 international delegates, i also didn't tell my mother that i applied to a seminar held in US, a week away from exams.

hahahahha.

but i wish i couldd!!! it's like the platform for a dream job in future dealing with social change and looking at human rights issues!!

and it'd be super cool to hear what other people propose. some of them will prob get funding to actually carry out their project.


yea, but anyway. tsk me. compulsive nature. i felt very happy just to submit my proposal.

i had managed to convince myself yesterday not to bother writing and applying. but when i woke up, i wanted to do it again. then while i ate breakfast, i decided it was a waste of time to apply for something i really dont have much chance of getting. then i talked to myself and told myself that i have no exams now anyway, and it would be fun to concretise random ideas into a proposal.

So i did.




and i finished a ton of admin stuff for the dance team tooo!!!


so proud of myself :D

and looking forward to dinner with angelina! <3



forgot if i posted this before. but i loveee the colours