Just let me run where I want to run

Just let me love who I want.




DP this year was really good. but it was a pretty heavy emotional theme, and i wasn't exactly prepared for such a heavy concert.

:/

i was particularly disturbed by this particular scene. there's this girl working as a social escort with extra services, and her dad just died and she is in some hotel with her client. and she dreams of her dad.

and she dreams about dancing and picking flowers with him, and he's twirling her around.

and so at the end of the dance, there're two girls in the two spotlights:

one is her in a simple pretty red dress running around in meadows, looking really innocent and fresh and hopeful that her dad will come back for her

and there's her now, in a long red dress lying in some hotel, smoking cigarettes, she's thinner, and has sharper features, she's jaded, and tired.

it's a stark contrast huh. it's a long fall from grace...





anyway. on a light silly note. i miss having long flippy hair. my hair is curled and set most of the time now, so it doesnt fly and flip haha.

flippy hair is good for dancing. it's called haireography.

:D


can't wait for cactus to be over.

and enough of my emotional nonsense.

i need to pull myself together fast if i intend to get through this sem decently.

need to study and need to find time to prac for dance.


comp and exams are all coming soon, and i don't want to be a disappointment.
no time to think of sad things or anything else.

i've wasted too much time being injured already!!!


We can do it shermsss <3

*with baby blue :D