gosh. tired.

everyone's having mid sem crisis.

everyone has tons of work undone, cca obligations that are sucking up so much time, countless proj meetings and deadlines etc. haha

in short, we're all at the time of the sem where we're starting to die!!!

its scary that im turning 21 soon.

in a couple of years. i'll be living on my own, working, maybe getting married.

it's kinda scary.

in the past when i got all confused, i'd comfort myself and brush away thoughts by saying i dont really need to care at this point of my life cos im too young.

but i'm not thatttt young anymore. still young :D but old enough to start thinking abt the future a bit more seriously.

i hope i actually figure out what i want. and make less bad decisions.

):

anw. my room is crazyyy messy. seriously the whole place is so messy, i can't even stand in front of my mirror cos there are too many bags of costumes and stuff cluttering the floor. haha

can't wait till cactus is over. its such a disaster currently, i really pray it will be decent.

and well...

dont think so much (:

and i love summerr (: