you know the feeling you get sometimes? when nothing's really wrong, but there's just this feeling that doesn't go away. i don't know how to describe it really. its a 'im a little sad, but i can't really explain why' kind of feeling i think. and it means i've been thinking too much :D hahaha


this is a sweet pic, no? (:

sigh, God, i would like you to hold my hand.

well, comp is on sat. we had our last pre comp prac today. partner and i have come a very long way since jan. its been a super intensive, dance crazy 2 months, and we've really pulled up the standard of our 5 dances a lot...
i hope i don't under perform on sat because of tiredness or injury. that'd just really do an injustice to the amount of work we put in...





it's an awfully big adventure to fall in love.

and im not up for adventures.


you see, it's like that little girl letting go of her balloon, and once the balloon flies too high up in the sky, you can't get it back anymore.

unless, of course, the balloon bursts, and you've got a broken heart.








and all in all, this is what i have concluded.




i would like to do this someday. its an ultimate fantasy to be completely alone with nature and God, dancing for the sheer pleasure of it. just celebrating creation... haha.. someday i will do this (: