finished followup with xinying!!! so proud of her! (:

and my com has absolutely died from virus attacks and has been sent to my cousin's house for repairs and now I am using my dad's laptop, but i keep forgetting and typing on the wrong keyboard! which is quite funny really, cos i keep typing and nothing comes out. haha!

ooh, christmas has come and gone, and school's starting!! ahh!! haha, homework's all undone!!

and keep going brave jess!! I love you lots lots lots!!!

christmas is coming!!! (:

and back from my holiday, which in my opinion was quite a disaster. oh well. haha

and met my RAGS cell girls today. found out that they stand for Running After God Spontaneously

SIGH. haha, well , i'll say that they're really not what i expect they were, and i can see that it's gonna be a challenge. first of all, to catch all those who're MIA, which is like half the cell.

I can't bear to give up my RIP cell, I think our cell has really grown to be a lot more bonded and open to each other, and all of them have grown in the Lord, some by a lot, some by a little. There're some girls who've grown so much, from not really attending cell last year, she's now going to be a CM next year,and I know she's ready to CM the sec ones. She's really special to me, for some reason, and I am going to miss her a lot!! (even though I think she doesn't know it!)

oh well. I'm sure God has a perfect and pleasing plan for me in G2. but I still wish I can stay in G1. Ahhh... I've been telling everyone that i'm excited, but i'm not!! I'm going to die missing people. ahh.


on a good note, I heard rhema was really awesome and many people were blessed by the service, the pastor, the skit, the games etc (: so proud of my buddy (: and all the people who put in lots of effort for rhema!!

and also we had a really fun party for linh linh!! who's actually 18! but looks 12! haha, so funny that she didnt know she was bein tricked when i told her i was buying a christmas cake for my aunt when i was actually buying her birthday cake! and she didnt ask more when i told her we needed to go get a worksheet in school from daryl! haha, and when i told her to walk the long way in instead of the shortcut!haha,she's so funny!! (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINH! We love you! keep growing in the Lord!

I am blogging so much these days, linh will be proud of me! haha

hmm, so sleepy. and i'll be sailing off on mon, but because dance has been changed to a later timing,i'll get to miss dance on mon too! -smiles secretly-
hahaha, but i have to train on my own i suppose, since i got the music now! haha


will miss everyone lots and lots! and will be praying for rhema!


a whole week without a phone though!!! ):

I LOVE MY RIP GIRLS!!! AHHH I. AM. SO. SAD.

sigh... only now that it's the end of the year and i have time, do i actually get to talk to some of them a bit more. but it's the end of the year, which means that we dont have time together anymore. and i really really want to stay and continue to help them grow! SIGH SIGH SIGH. i am so sad. i love my cell girls so much!!!



I THINK I AM MISSING G1 ALREADY

AHH...


but, I'm sure g2 will be just as cool, since God always has a perfect and pleasing plan. :D

and I want to thank God for all my wonderful wonderful wonderful little (okay, not very little) cell girls for all their attentiveness, and for staying with the cell faithfully, and for all the sharing, esp the few girls whom i got to spend a bit more time with. (:


I thank God for every single one of them, and my really cool co CM! :D

i love RIP'08!!! I pray that we will really be Resounding In Praise!! today, and everyday!

love love!

Today was a great day! :D

did followup with Xinying and Leican joined us too :D nice and early at 9. 30 in the morning. it's so cool to see what they've been learning, and I was really encouraged by the way Xinying took notes everyday while reading the purpose driven life book that I passed to her. :D so exciting! i was so excited for her! :D and leican was telling us about her ISLE vietnam trip! so cool that she learnt so much stuff through one trip! :D

and then I met adora for kind of a round up of the cell year. and my only regret is that we didnt do this sooner! ahhh!! it was the nicest time of talking to her I remember!

AH! I am so going to miss my cell, and G1. ):

But... even with all the bad news around, God is still cool!!!

back from leader's retreat at st john's island!!!

it was really fun! though i said that i don't like camping, but it was really fun, and we stayed in dormitories! which looked like orphanages and military hospitals, but it was a nice feeling of community living, which i really liked! and there were a lot a lot a lot of big BUGS! i saw 3 cockroaches in a go when linh and I called andrew tham! and other weird big bugs that i can't even name! and the bathroom was quite cool, the wall in between the bathing cubicles was not full length and linh and i could see each others eyes! so weird! haha, so we put a wall of soap and shampoo in between us, and the water was so cold that linh screamed so loudly! haha!

and the treasure hunt game was very fun! Tiffanie, Cheryl and I were the cool group of all-girls and we were the smallest group, cause we didnt want to merge with other groups! (: and we all happened to be wearing havaianas! but it was so fun, course we just kept laughing and laughing at everything, and kept disturbing the committee to give us clues! but they were all so nice, and really helped us A LOT!!! giving us clues, and helping us take all the difficult to reach clues! oh, and they came to walk us all the way to the stations at the end and brought us to find all the stuff. So gentlemanly right!!! we were so touched. oh and cos we were supposed to take pictures of animals like cats, chickens and crocodiles on the island, our group took random pictures of the swamp and pretended it was the crocodile! and we told everybody that we found the crocodile! haha, and the three of us kept laughing and laughing! so fun!

and besides being fun, it was very meaningful. It was wonderful at powerpraise, where we really spent time tarrying in the Lord's presence. and pastor Ronald got all the key leaders to pray for every individual in the room. and they were really in tune with the spirit, because what they prayed for was what really weighed on my heart, even though we never told them. and as mel fam was sharing, suhui jie prayed for a back injury on her back that has been bothering her for a long time, and the cool thing is that mel never told her tt before. so cool! God is cool! and I am really sure that the Lord wants me to move to G2. and I guess it comforts me a little, because when the Lord is for us, who can be against us right? (: haha, but still, i'm going to be very sad to leave. I think i will cry. sigh.

and one happy thing... go andrew!! haha, so glad that he has the joy of the Lord! It makes me happy too!! haha (: it's just wonderful!! (: next year, Linh, Ngan and Andrew are all going to join jess and I in serving as cell mentors!!! How cool is that?? haha, Linh and Ngan are not even one year Christians! but the 3 of them have all grown so much in the Lord! it makes me smile inside thinking about it!

hahah, i just had to blog to say that I miss nov/dec 2006!!! it was really the best dec hols and christmas season of my life!! I was reading old blog posts and laughing so hard at how crazy and dumb jess and I were!


I MISS so many things!!

1. i miss doing crossroad with the naughty kids! and trying not to kill lester everytime we came in with stinky gym shirts and leotards!

2. i miss scream cell!!

3. I kinda miss cheerleading and gym pracs now, for some reason. I only don't miss doing conditioning. haha, but i miss jumping tramp!

4. i miss those few months of cazy saturdays, when i had cheer in the morning, gym in the afternoon and ballet in the evening, all back to back! haha, it was crazy but fun!

5. i miss my pointe shoes, the pair i painstakingly the toe piece for ): especially when I see other dancers dancing on pointe. ): i miss ballet a lot.a lot. a lot.

6. I miss christmas choir!!! hahaha, and off pitch singing!

7. and reading old posts, imiss FAM prom committee! hahah, everything was so funny! paint fight while painting banners!

8. and... breaking into paul's house!


okay, i really got to go! love love!

workplan retreat tmr!!

NOT looking forward to camping! but it will be fun spending time with linh! (which we hardly get to do anymore because she's so busy in the physics lab!!!) and also, spending time with my co-CM and my cell girls who will be graduating to be CMs next year! and there's a beach! which should be kinda nice. I am most worried about the cockroaches but maybe there wont be any, since they can't swim to the island (I hope!!!) I am going to be a tortise carrying such a big haversack to church tmr! BUT, it's going to be real cool being with the church people, and the pastors, and it will definitely be fun praying by the beach instead of on my sofa! haha, and catching the vision for another year of ministry! :) and I hope I get to know some G2 people, so that I won't be a sad lonely CM by myself when I shift to G2 next year!!




anyway, I am pretty excited for rhema now, but I won't get to go!! I am going to be on a ship with no handphoene connection, and i can't even find out anything abt rhema until i get back a week later!! AHH! but i am still so excited, i want to go for rhema!!!!


and i got started on one and a half christmas cards!! not bad! (:

bye!

just back from jess's house! (she claims its the first time i've been there this year) jess and corn were doing rhema stuff, and i was helping them count money and items for the traders game. haha :D and we packed jess's room! Her messy things are stacked sky high!!! and we found lots of stuff that we thought was lost, like her original i/c application form, and a lot of random things! haha,we found a few pages of her harry potter book lying around but i still didnt find my lost book ):

and I went for TCM again today, but i insisted no accupuncture needles today. It still HURTS! ):

ooh! and i bought nice christmas cards! and I saw this really sweet elderly couple who were choosing christmas cards together! so cute! haha, and the lady was telling me about how the cat on the card cover looks just like her cat at home. haha :D old people are quite cute sometimes :D and i realised that it's december already, the best month of the whole year! i am so excited for christmas! It's baking time!


and... i miss my classmates already!!