In the midst of struggles, God still speaks very clearly to me in really strange ways. hahaha.

i saw this status on fb:

would you rather have something that makes you happy for a short period of time knowing that it will hurt you badly or not have it at all.

and amidst all the other replies, cool dude Kenneth from grace said: "HAHA think of it in this manner. if people knew their purpose then they wont experiment. if people knew that they are God's masterpiece then they are more likely to choose what is better for them in the long run."


SIGH. knowing is one thing. heart response is another thing eh.



anw, today's qt was also talking about 'decisions that determine destiny'

im studying the book of daniel now btw. (:

and it was talking about daniel's heart response to all things pagan in babylon, how he treated it respectfully, but continued to set himself apart.



Let me type the paragraph out that speaks to me:

The King James Version reads that "Daniel purposed in his heart that he would not defile himself" (8:1). Literally, this means that Daniel placed this decision "upon his heart." In other words, Daniel knew what was right and wrong. He made a deliberate decision that involved both his head and his heart.




at the end of the day, there's no room for discussion. i already know what's right or wrong, the battle isn't in the head, its all in the heart. and its not getting easier with everyday



just a side thought, if i chose to do the wrong thing, it not only hurts God, but it prob also an extremely unloving and discouraging thing to do to the remaining few sisters in Christ who share my view...

sigh.

im just so so so so so glad jess buddy is home (: (: (:
love her to bits and pieces (:




it's 4.30am and this is becoming my regular sleeping time. im going to die young i know it. hahaha.

luckily, no school tmr!!! (:


oh ya, and im an old 20 now ): and my hair is still spoilt from hairspray. seriously, it takes three days to wash out completely.


oh ya, and dance updates!!

gala comp 3/4 2011, partner and i placed 1st for jive, 3rd for paso and 4th for rumba.
even though the results sound worse than last time, im actually more pleased with this comp. i performed much better. just that other ppl were better lo. but at least i didnt let myself and partner down (: