my printer must take a break for like 2 mins after printing every single page. print page 1, rest 2 mins, print page 2 rest 2 mins. how sad.

i'm taking forever to print the french stuff.

i haven't done work!!! I came home, read the papers and went to sleep and only woke up when jess called to tell me tt she came home, did qt and went to sleep. hahaha.

the cell has been pretty encouraging with all the praying and smsing, esp david and mel. and i've a really great accountability partner now! XD Abigail is so nice. :)

some of the lyrics of the really touching song we sang on sun.

unfailing love

And everything You hold in Your hand
Still you make time for meI can't understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My Unfailing love
Unfailing love

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that it is the testing of your faith develops perservance.

james 1:2

someone told me tt sometimes we do not understand His will, or why things have to be this way, but it is all part of His perfect plan.

ps cuixian was being really sweet accompanying me to stand around while i waited for jess. and talking abt it made me tear a little even though i never knew her.

and walking home from g2, jess and i saw a crashed motorcycle with the front glass smashed. wat a tragic night

i'm tired. it hasn't been a very perfect week.i haven't been praying well, i haven't been getting good marks for anything,i haven't been in the best of moods and i haven't always been feeling God. but i know tt He's there always. through everything

Jesus loved us enough to die so that anyone who believes goes there with Him. it's tt simple. you can't put a 'why' to love.

i just did an interview abt the hospice stuff. how depressing.

and my hp rang halfway and then NO ONE picked up for me. how annoying. cos the number is withheld and i cant even call back.

Jesus loves me and He loves you too. He's waiting to pour out His love and grace if only you will just run to Him.

-there's no greater love than this-

something mr jeremy showed us. it's a campaign for real beauty. yea. it's a cool clip. watch it.

http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/flat4.asp?id=6909

mm hmm...

another week's over!

what a weird week. i've been sleeping at like 9.30 or 10.30 for the WHOLE week and still feeling tired in the morning. cos i'm so tired by 9pm that i cant even keep my concentration during prayer and i get through half the list of people i want to pray for and then i start praying generally. haiz. it was this bad till thurs? when I really prayed. for everything tt's been happening. yepps.

and i've been having an unexplainable fetish for bathing in the morning everyday tho it's freezing and then wake everyone up by having to use the hair dryer at 5 plus in the morning!!!HAHAHA.

All i've done for the night is to make the cover for someone's b'day card. and i still have 2 more to go. next week's a happy week. 3 wonderful people are celebrating their birthday!!! and since i might not post entries to wish them happy birthday if i still continue this craziness of sleeping early, i shall wish them happy birthday now.

Happy birthday to:
1.Joong Yan
(fellow R.I.Per XD)
2. Lester
( R-ager and a really helpful person should you need to ask someone something at an unearthly hour XP)
3. Eileen
( 403er!!!! and someone i got to know better only late last yr. haha XD)

aiya not like they'll see this but nvm. XD

XD yay! i love all my friends man!!!

and i'm going to DIE tmr. cheerleading at 7!!! what an unearthly hour!!! and i haven't done qt. and i haven't prayed. and all i did was 1 card! i planned to finish all 3 by today.
aiya....

chemfire was... weird. hahah we did some magic eggs in magic land worksheet asking us to count sony side up eggs, skrambled eggs and uh half boyed eggs which come in darzens which means 888. hahahahha!!!!!!!!!!! melanie, jess and i were just copying each other. lol.

I'm.... sleepy... and i haven't done anything. I waste so much time everyday.

i miss G2. haven't been there for so long since i've stopped going for YA. and tmr i'll get to see it!!! hooray!!! accompanying jess to her meeting at G2 tmr. i've been tempted to take the bus to G2 when i go home , walk 1 round around G2 and then walk home. but tt's plain dumb so i contented myself with walking backwards once, so tt i face G2 longer. ok tt sounds even dumber. thank goodness i didn't trip or bump into someone. hahahha.

alrightez.... off to do qt now...

my mum has taken hiding chocolate from me to an all new level. from hiding it with the veggies, she has now decided to hide it in a shoebox in the storeroom!!!! :0 haha. quite funny for us to now have to go search a shoebox ( of coz a very clean one) for chocs. XD

my whole entire family is going on about sleep deficiency these few days. it used to be about the handphone thing and how i'd get radiation. now it's about not sleeping. haha, sadly, my mum has decided tt i should sleep at 9 today.

my rhema tape still doesn't work!!! hai... got to get jess's tape to watch. how sad.

cell was good. yep. R.I.P'07 is great. the people are so nice and we have great CMs. XD

YAY we celebrated Paul's b'day today!!! SO FUN SO FUN

we missed our stop to holland village so we had to walk in the rain to the opposite side and we got extremely wet in the process. jess and I were wearing shoes and so we ran throught the rain puddles screaming. hahahha. anw, we reached swensens really wet. then we SO SUBTLELY got the waitress to give paul the hamper we bought at the petrol kiosk consisting of a lot of random stuff that we scotch taped together. haha, then coz it was paul's b'day, the restaurant gave Paul a FREE SUNDAE!!! the firehouse one i think. HOW COOL IS TT??? hahha, oh, clara and jess with their big mouths told everyone so much nonsense. ><

then we did finger painting at the bus stop!!!! jess drew crabs, elephants, octopus, crocs and fish on everyone's hands and i drew the most beautiful shrimp on paul's hand. it is the best shrimp in the world la. so cute, it can nod it's head when paul bends her finger. XD the bus took 40 minutes or longer to come and then it came consecutively 4 times. how horrendous but by then i'd called my dad to save us.


cheerleading was ok i guess. my dad was going on and on about how i'll get sleep deficiency soon. haha. We didn't do much just did the first few steps of the El nin yo dance ( did i even spell tt right? XD) the other houses are really good la. esp buckle. haha...

jess and i sat at long john silver's from 9-11am today trying to decide the worship stuff. aiyo... and then we prayed for tmr as well. well, as big mel and david sed, it's about the heart. so yea... we can do it! XD yes we can, through God who gives us strength. XD

I've been writing minutes the whole time. and i think i shld send to someone to check my grammar. hahaha. soon, sheryl and I will be so pro at taking minutes tt the whole world will want us to take their minutes for them.

and i've set up a drama theatre for shin and I. and we are shinspeare and sherspeare. HAHA. shin doesn't think it's funny tho. and she didn't even like our first production for the king entitled: the banana and the sock. XD. It's great.

I need ice cream tommorow. it's urgent. My arteries and uh.. muscles are collapsing from the lack of ice cream in my life for the past week. and i've been scoffing chocs for the past half hour, attempting to make up for the ice cream in my blood. horrible. ><
it takes more willpower to look at chocolates in the eye and not eat them than to do pushups.

I want to go for fusion rally.........

jess and i have to show mrs wong our rs file next tues. We die. we haven't done minutes and reflections since last yr and we have no lit review to speak of in our file. in short, we are doomed.




Everyday, it's You I live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You my Lord

this is just a random collection of thoughts over 2 hours, dinner and 2 keyboards.

1.math test is over, hooray!!!

2.Jess took my beautiful set of markers!!! I only realised this horrendous fact when I wanted to do Paul's card and couldn't find those markers.

3.today jess made a phone call to one of the church people which sent her into hysterical mode. She was in a state of shock for the next hour. hahahaha. hyperventilating and fainting on the tables clutching her head. hahaha.

4.poor fiona and the rest of the sec 3s. OBS now. at least it didn't really rain very much today I think.

5.man. the weekends fly. and the weekdays take forever to get over with.

6.hmm... cheerleading starts this week. All the other houses have started already I think. Tarbet's last to start as usual.

7.I attempted praying aloud after QT yest. so weird. like talking to myself. and i'm super long winded when I pray by myself. I harp on the same point for like forever.

8.My mum is super nice! She's been buying me so many nice shirts. which jess thinks is absolutely atrocious. haha.

9.I lied at cell tt day.>< haha. cos my question during truth or dare was what I think about most often. andI think about church stuf and church ppl most often now but big mel sed tt I couldn't give a model answer. so i sed gym. haha.

10. The R.I.P cell people are so nice tt I feel horrible for not being open because of my... uh... weirdness.


But those who wait upon God get fresh strength . They spread their wings and soar like eagles, they run and don't get tired, they walk and don't lag behind.
Isaiah 40:31

I was pretty much being a grouch yesterday coz of all the stuff on sat and sun plus a looming impending death for today's math test. and the above verse ministered to me. isn't it a nice verse? XD

Someone asked if they could call Abigail 'Abi' and then smart jess had to add (without realising tt it's a girl's name) if we could call poor Josiah 'josi' ok i dun noe how to spell tt. but anw, that was really funny and now all the other guys have taken to calling poor Josiah 'josi'. so funny

I was talking bout cell last yr and I mentioned tt our leaders were adults, then Josiah looked at big mel and went' isn't she an adult' which set her screaming. hahahahhahaha. She's abt our age, see. so so so funny. poor mel. hahhaha

Mr Aw was our philo teacher and he's really funny but he thinks our class is weird and he told us he's gonna have nightmares bout us. hahahha. cos he made us all share some little know fact thing and some were really funny. Chelsia swallowed a 50 cent coin cos she didn't want the teacher to see that they were going to buy drinks. and some others la. I can't rmb aready. then he told me tt I look guai. and I sed of coz i am and he sed 'I dun think so, seeing tt u're in this class'

hahahah. another person who thinks I act guai. come on. I am. -big sweet smile- XD

today's is Paul's birthday and today, she turns 16!!! HOORAY!!!! haha, I should have posted this at 16:16. then tt'd be so cool but it's too late now. haha

I fell asleep earlier and i didn't study math. oh noo.... but i'm feeling more fresh and awake than earlier so hopefully I'll be able to put in few hours of studying maths later. If not I die.

the ppl at cell are really nice but I miss scream'06. It's a bit weird for me in a mixed cell. but i'll get used to it in a while.


and HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN PAUL!!! XD XD XD

ok i meant cupboard.

and i'm feeling really happy.

not because jess and paul are sick
not because my rash is still there
not cos shin and i moaned bout jc todae
not cos there's math test on mon
not cos there's physics diagnostic test which will probably land me in physics remedial

it's cos i feel so loved by my Father in heaven

and i just feel so blessed to have wonderful ppl arnd me.

and i haven't done qt. oh no!!! ii'll do after this.

and paul's b'day is in a couple of days!!! XD

oh man i just realised tt i'd accidentally put the key to my diary cardboard in my shorts pocket
and then i put it through the wash!!! imagine if it fell out. >< -shudders-

i'd have to break the cardboard down.

haha.

oh no!!!! i've got a disgusting patch of rashes like stuff on my tummy!!! yuck yuck yuck. i'm going to die from some tummy disease. cos my tummy has been hurting like it's been punched.
:(

and jess and paul are sick and dying too!!!! ( thought jess is in denial and believes tt she is fine)

must be conditioning tt did us all in. hahaha

oh no!!! i still owe mr teo 10 rounds of the walking in circles things and 20 jumps on the high mat!!! >< gym tmr has suddenly lost it's appeal.

but today was quite cool. after sch, i went with jess, josiah and susanna to subway to study and after a while, jess and I got bored of studying and then we realised tt all 4 of us brought our bibles to sch!!! hahaha, so we had a round of bible study and then since we're all in the same cell, we discussed the 'hw' tt hoho and big mel set for us. cell bonding is fun! we shld meet up like tt more often. oh our cell name is R.I.P!!!! hahah how cool is tt?? why, u ask? coz we're Raffles and IP cell!!!! XD XD XD

our teacher's are mostly nice. esp mr jeremy! he lets us eat in class. how nice. XD

it's been raining and raining and raining!!! Nice chrismassy weather! christmas is coming soon! approximately 361 more days ONLY! XD

my sis got selected for nanyang gym i think. how weird. rival team, though she's in a diff division, it's just plain weird. haha. oh wellz.

been spending my day researching on apologetic, eating all of the yummy chocs paul gave and sleeping like a pig. hahaha. there're a lot of good explainers in church. i realised i don't question a lot of stuff in the bible since i used to be a 2nd generation christian which just means tt i was raised in a christian family but just went to church for the sake of going to church. anw, today lester and esther were explaining some apologetics stuff to jess and I . stuff tt someone else asked and so jess and i went to find out. XD


french tmr! oh no, monsieur Loic robert and his strong accent again. i have to pay so much attention to get half of wat he says la! oh and he looks like mr bean! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA but he's totally opposite, so strict. :(
hai.

sch's been ok, mrs teo is nice to us so tt's good. poor shin has a scary teacher, though nicole and tabby say tt she's nice.

I like my class location!!! not so isolated from the rest of the world. and so many sec 4 classes on the level!!!!! YAY! XD i almost typed sec 3. so not used to being sec 4. how old.