okay. im officially nervous to the max for comp on saturday.


i'm always nervous. but i'm super nervous this time.

i was reading the program over and over during lecture and when i got home i printed it out and stared at it. and i got a stomach ache.

already nervous cos im jumping category again and competing above my level at pre amateur ):

and my teachers aren't invited to the competition cos of dumb politics stuff )): and that just makes it worse ):

my dance mummy isnt going to be there to give me a hug and give me last min advice.
She always gives me advice before the finals ): and this time she won't be there )))):



oh poor me