sick.

i highly suspect its the air...

but i've been less than healthy recently.. lots of funny problems with my nose throat eyes and other places...


i feel real terrible.

:/


and my muscles and joints are all achy but i havent done anything!!! havent even danced for a week, so i have no idea why they are so unresponsive.


cant wait for everything to end. ):

I can’t help but flinch a little when I hear someone say, “I would never do that.” Because really, I said the same thing.

There comes a time when one regrets, but that is not today

another suitcase in another hall

I don't expect my love affairs to last for long
Being used to trouble I anticipate it
But all the same I hate it, wouldn't you?


So what happens now?
Another suitcase in another hall
So what happens now?
Take your picture off another wall
Where am I going to?
You'll get by, you always have before
Where am I going to?

went to watch swan lake with eldon over the weekend, was awesome (((:



dinner first (:



the whole thing was so pretty, and the lead ballerina was wonderful!!






so cute (: hand is for size comparison, but now that i look at it, i think my nails look nice





am really lazy to blog, went swimming today for the first time in maybe a year!

The Quiet World

In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it to my ear
without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn't respond,
I know she's used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.



Jeffrey McDaniel

super sweet cupcake, but nice chocolate





yummy dinner :D



pictures of food make me feel a bit better abt comp.








eldon cleaning up



and me :D

okay. im officially nervous to the max for comp on saturday.


i'm always nervous. but i'm super nervous this time.

i was reading the program over and over during lecture and when i got home i printed it out and stared at it. and i got a stomach ache.

already nervous cos im jumping category again and competing above my level at pre amateur ):

and my teachers aren't invited to the competition cos of dumb politics stuff )): and that just makes it worse ):

my dance mummy isnt going to be there to give me a hug and give me last min advice.
She always gives me advice before the finals ): and this time she won't be there )))):



oh poor me

pictures for dinner and dance yesterday :D finally handed over viva officiallyyyy.

going to miss my lovely friends <3

they're the best thing about uni. haha we've all come a pretty long way together, and i do hope we have a long way more to go... (:





my pretty friendsss


my boy


<3 the old comm

Summer plans

1. Thailand Field Studies

so im going on field studies module after all, to thailand for 1 and a half months. really hope i don't die there. i keep reconsidering it, cos im very afraid i can't take it, but the thought of 8 module credits spent travelling is too irresistable, especially when moe is sponsoring half the cost.

and of course no dancing for 1 and a half mths, but well.. no comps during that period. plus, if i clear 2 modules with this trip,

when im back, i can take less modules = more free time = more time for dance :D

so its good overall. :D

quite exciting too, supposedly visiting 8 different villages, and some hill tribes as well (:





2. New Zealand Exchange program

and then when im back, i gotta quickly settle stuff and pack my bags for new zealand :D for 6 whole glorious months

which will be a whole lot longer, but im really excited now (:

found out there's a dance studio 15 mins away from my school :D how awesome is that?

and i can prob do cool stuff like study glaciers and also have free time to go picnicking, hopefully see snow, eat lots of fresh salmon and other yummies :D





anyway, so eldon n i were talking abt the long 7 and a half months i'm gone. and he did a silly typo. hahahah




and my face was like this:

im now the previous sweetheart? :o




hahahahaah laughed so hard. i love typos like that

ah. sad.

what i have been up to.... besides dance and school of course :D

katong laksa outing!!!



dinner at raffles town club.. bad idea cos we couldnt dance after that..



and so eldon made me upset... and has bad grammar, but this is cute, so who cares



okay, my heart melted. who can resist this cute kitten



he was doing my work for me, helping me key in data and so i gave him a reward in the form of flower drawingssss



then uh... i got carried away and starting drawing rivers on his veins, and filled the river with fish



waffle for supper :D fat already eh ):

randomly looked up some of the friends who used to be so important. and realised that i have no idea what's going on in their lives. haha, i see the people posting on their walls, and i have no idea who these people are. haha its a funny feeling, but i guess it's the same when they check on me. if they do. haha

the first way i know we're drifting, is when we have no need to explain anything to each other. haha, just the usual courtesies of i'm okay, school's busy is good enough. no need to get into messy details, the kind that are accumulated over weeks and months and won't be spilt over a simple chat.

well. guess we all move on in life.

Driving down this highway
don't know where to turn
Am I waiting for some sign
or waiting to crash and burn