it's only been 9 days since my last blog entry! haha, wow, 9 days passes really slowly. haha, but time in general seems to pass really quickly. its half way through august already. and dreadful September looms ahead.

as a random thought: it's nice just to know that jess is still in Singapore.

Thank God for lovely people like esther, who has the amazing ability to make me feel better by just being there. and all the lovely children church kids and ministry people too (:

the two things that still really bring me joy are the kids in children's church and dance.

sometimes the co teacher will kind of scold the kids for being disruptive and asking me to let them sit in my lap and be cuddled. but really, i think that sometimes, i need the hug more than they do...

children are really wonderful... i guess i don't know how else to put it. but on days that i come really tired, or really sad, they have a way of getting into your heart just by giving you a big hug, and they make me feel like things might be alright again, and they make me feel loved. I think, they're a huge blessing to me, and sometimes being around them helps me get through another week. <3 my darlings.haha oh man,i don't even think that children's church is like a ministry to me. hahah, i think i get blessed by them more.

hahah, thinking back, i don't think i was ever such a sweet kid ah. aiyo, so sad. hahah

and well, dance is always nice. and i'm really glad to be in c dance again, for the next 4 years (: things are looking alright for me since a lot of those with c dance experience didn't join. hahahah. haha, the seniors are really nice and people are generally friendly, well,i i get a nicer vibe from c dance than from the other 2 dance groups (:

and i guess dance takes your mind off things.

we danced to this music yest.

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you


ah. it was a nice dance. with a nice song and nice lyrics.


lovelove!